Jay spoke to me this morning.  This is what he told me...I call it "Demons"

Demons

As I close my eyes, I feel the devil staring through me.
What's frightening to most of yall, I view as pure beauty.
He too was once a fallen angel.
Now he's feasting on my brain,
from many different angles.
I'll never fear my thoughts,
wants,
or own inner rebel.
On my good nights I party with the angels.
On my better nights,
I dance with the devil.

- Jay Guerrisi 1/25/12

When you have no one else, you have me....